Sometimes I wonder to myself whether I’m good enough to be a wife or in another words; to uphold that name with good responsibility. Sometimes I will probe myself with too many questions and ifs. Am I good enough to be his partner? Am I pretty enough? What if he founds someone better than me in the future? What if I can’t satisfy his needs and wants? Am I what he can see as a good role model to our future children? So many ifs, why and what coming in through my mind.
But all that doesn’t matter when I can see through his sincerity wanting me to be his wife. I can see his sad and worry expression when I was down with a __________ and the ____________ effects thereafter. I can see how he’s so determined to help me with every means and ways. I was taken aback to see his drastic change of attitude when he sees me suffering. With that, I tried to be chirpy again (although I was still in great pain) and tadaaaaaa!!!!!!! When he sees me becoming bubbly again, there he is back to his normal self.
I was worried sick looking at him being ever so moody. This is what we call, “susah senang biarlah kita bersama”. There are times when we are happy and there are times when we are sad. But I don’t want our sorrows to affect our daily lives and I’ve learnt from it. Thank you hubz and you should also know that I’ll always be there by your side supporting you in every ways I could.
You’re not my first but you’re definitely my last. Insya’allah.
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Eik[A]Fizd
A combined blog from a couple
that was made up frm 2 different souls;
Alt & Eika
26 & 22 respectively
Cisco Officer & an Educator Document Controller
They came from the Javanese Roots
Engaged on 28/10/2007
Married on 27/02/2010
Awaiting for our new bundle of joy.
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